My hair is getting thicker. I cannot tell you how glad I am. I can actually feel it. In the beginning I would get upset (tears) going out in public - people staring at me. Then I hit a point where I didn't really care anymore - let'em stare. Now, I have to say that it just makes me angry that they continue to stare. I told Ron the other night at Target that I was going to make a t-shirt that said "Yes, I have cancer. Hence, NO hair." I have also found myself doing something out of frustration. When people walk past me and continue to stare (I think they just want to see if the back of my head looks any different than the front) I turn around and look right at them (they don't expect that). They're so embarrassed, you should see their flustered look and they turn bright red. So yes, I'm glad my hair is coming back!
Radiation begins on Tuesday. Still don't have a good feeling about it. I think it comes from just not wanting to do it. I'm starting to feel better and I feel like I have a life again. I don't want anything to stop that feeling.